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Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 06:33 pm changed this journal
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: commercials
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Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 06:30 pm "my place"(edited) by nelly~~~~ to someone, hopefully you know who you are
Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Music: i melt, by rascal flatts
Why can't you understand anything I'm offering
I gave you the world, but you just wanted arguing
From the time I picked you up, until the time I dropped you off again
Even flipped out on me at the mall again
It's all his fault again that's what you tellin all ya friends
I ain't pointing fingers ma, i just wanna call again
See how ya day going I know they stressin on ya
I know them times get hard that's why I'm checkin on ya

Hook: [Nelly]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever
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Jul. 28th, 2004 @ 12:38 am a long time
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: i have a name
i talked to an old friend of mine tonight, for quite a long time.  we were recalling old memories, and laughing, and just connecting like we used to. it was really cool. its nice to know my old friends call just to say hi, even whn there' better things to do.  but ya, thanks kim, for going down memory lane with me, and helping me to see that im not teh only who remembers the old days, but lives in the present.
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Jul. 27th, 2004 @ 05:23 pm i like it
Current Mood: grumpygrumpy
Current Music: my cousin's wedding cd
well i have changed my lj layout (again)  i really like it like this though.  if ur reading it, u probably cant see the adjustments, cuz ur viewing it the colors o ur lj.  but its all good.  the only prob my colors may cause, is that i wont be able to see wu alot of ppl write, cuz my back ground is black, so ill have to highlight everything in order to see it.  well ya, here it is, hope u like!
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Jul. 27th, 2004 @ 02:23 pm never
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: the fan
well i never meant for things to go heywire like have. i didnt do anything to upset the motion of the ocean, not that i can rememeber anyway. but ya, this is all stupid, and im tired of dealing with it.
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Jul. 26th, 2004 @ 11:16 pm to you bambie, it's not my fault this time
Current Mood: irateirate
Current Music: she cant be really gone
What Might Have Been

Sure I think about you now and then
But it's been a long, long time
Well I've got a good life now, I moved on
So when you cross my mind
I try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then and
We have taken different roads
We can't go back again
There's no use giving in
And theres no way to know
What might have been

We can sit and talk about this all night long
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know
But we'll have to leave them in the past

So try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then
And we have taken different roads
We can't go back again
There's no use giving in
And there's no way to know
What might have been

Same old look in your eyes,
It's a beautiful night
I'm so tempted to stay
But too much time has gone by
We should just say goodbye
And turn and walk away

Try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then and we have taken diffeerent roads
We can't go back again
Tthere's no use giving in
And there's no way to know
What might have been

No we'll never know
What might have been.
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Jul. 26th, 2004 @ 08:03 pm 8:04 pm
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: austin by blake shelton
well just checkin to say my room i done. i have cleaned it and put everything in it's place. all thats left to do now is my laundry, which will be done by tomorrow. so i have concluded that my room will hold more than one person, and their stuff. which is cool, cuz everyone knows, I NEED MY SPACE. so ya, i have to fold laundry, so gotta get goin.
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Jul. 25th, 2004 @ 11:49 pm its done
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: drool talking

Jennifer....pack your bags, you're moving in my love, dad said yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  can't wait!

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Jul. 24th, 2004 @ 04:16 pm it's time
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: nothing
well the time has come to get down to the final round of this game of cat and mouse with jennifer moving in here. she called today and told me she's leaving her house, and going to stay with her friend for the time we're in reno, and she's going to come over here and visit and talk to dad, and work things out so that we can finally get her on her feet, and hopefully moved in here asap. im excited, but im terrified at the same time. i gotta work on this room now, and get things figured out, wow, this is sumthing that has been planned for many years now, an now it just might be happening, and i've got so many emotions running around in my head, eesh, no wonder i woke up witha head ache.
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Jul. 24th, 2004 @ 03:31 pm "i wish remix" by r. kelly
Current Mood: sympatheticsympathetic
Current Music: she talks to angels by the black crowes

Yo’, what up, my n****
You know I was in the hood
I just thought I’d stop by
Holler at you for a minute
Pour out a little liquor or some’in’

N****, we done been through a lot of s*** together
From runnin’ these streets to bein’ down for whatever
And now that you’re gone I got a whole lot of s*** to
tell you
Things I should’ve said way back when we was younger

Remember when we used to roll hand in hand
And now I’m trippin’ on how I really miss you, man
And remember when you and me would say
We’d get up out this hood and everything would be okay

It’s all good now (My n****)
We out the hood now (Mmm)
We had the same ideas, but not the same careers
We shared the same old laugh, and now the same tears

You were my homie, my sconey, my Roni
My n**** and never placed no b**** before me
Man, I sear to God I love for that s***
Why’d you have to get hit
Where was I, what time was it

You were supposed to get older with me
On stage, hands on shoulders with me
Coppin’ them Range Rovers with me
Sittin’ on thangs and smokin’ trees

And if it wasn’t for the will that God had made
I’d turn back the hands of time and take your place
Sittin’ here sippin’ on this Hennessy
Just thinkin’ about how much you meant to me (My n***)

Even when you’re gone you will always be my n****
When you went home I’m still missin’ you, my n****
I’m feelin’ like the timing was wrong, my n****
I know you’re smilin’ down sayin’ carry on, my n****

Some times my nights can get long, my n****
Some times I feel God did me wrong, my n****
So I had to write a song, my n****
Just to let you know that you’re still my n****

I wish, I wish, I wish (Oh, I)
I wish, I wish, I wish

Little son is lookin’ at me like, "Where is my daddy?"
And your 13-year old daughter is mad ‘cause she
Promised your mama I’d take care of the family
But she’s so hurt, she turns away my helpin’ hands

Damn, I wish your a** was here, my n****
To grow that gray beard and smoke that cigar, my n****
And we would talk about you gettin’ up out this game
And you would tell me how it keeps callin’ your name

(We used to ride-ride-ride)
Never afraid to (Die-die-die)
But some times we (Cry-cry-cry)
Askin’ the Lord (Why-why-why)
They’re tearin’ down these projects

We were homies for like 20 thug years
Sat in church and cried the same thug tears
You remember when Vibe World Premier
How we used to share the same old gear

And remember when you and me would say
We’d get up out this hood and everything would be okay

(It’s all good now) My n****
We out the hood now
It’s so easy for folks to say, "Rob, just live on"
When I’m dyin’ every second that you’re gone
Nevertheless I try my best to be strong
Hopin’ you said your prayers before you went on home

When we stood on these blocks and just shot the breeze
We’d slapbox dead in the middle of streets
And if a fight broke out, you would take up for me
You’re all I have left of these ghetto memories

I wish, I wish, I wish (Oh, I)
I wish, I wish, I wish

Uh, uh, yo’ dog, I can’t explain how I miss you
We stayed together, coppin’ cane, poppin’ pistols
I miss you most
Puttin’ the doo rag over your bean head
Even out the hood on the scene you brag (Whoa)
Comin’ up off the fiends for bags
Runnin’ up out the cleaners, drag
You was the closest n**** I had
Look how we stayed aces
Hustled, made big faces
I wish we could trade places
F*** givin’ you ice, I’d rather give you life
And the things that I had, I’d give you twice (Oh,

So what the deal, my n****, I know you holdin’ it down
If you could see me you would say I’m talkin’ soft
right now
But it’s hard for me to see when I’mma see you again
And I know it’s f***ed up, I gotta talk through this
But you’d died for the love of the dough
The love of the block, 16 you was runnin’ the spot
Boy, your mama used to hate how we stood on the curb
Hangin’ with wild thug n****s, smokin’ the herb (Mmm,
hmm, hmm)
I’m gonna keep pourin’ this liquor and that’s my word
This here is for n****s that be flippin’ them birds
Word up!

Even though you know you will always be my n****
Even though you’re gone you will also be my n****
I’m feelin’ like the time when I’m high, my n****

I’m feelin’ like time
I’m strung out, sayin’, "Radio, please don’t take the
n**** out this song
Let it play on, go on, on
So I had to write this song, my n****
Just to let you know that you’re still my n****
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